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Tuesday, December 6, 2011

遗憾

没到今天,我也不懂原来你对我来说是那么的重要。知道了这个消息,我第一个想起的就是你。我不懂应该怎么做,应该直接告诉你呢,还是像平时那样当作什么事也没发生过。说了怕你担心,不说有怕自己越陷越深。原本想着要如何帮你庆祝生日,给你些什么惊喜的,但现在却什么都做不到了。原本想要对你说的一切,现在变成只能问你这段日子,你开心吗?对不起,原谅我再次的爽约。

这几个星期里,和你相处得真的很开心。虽然只是以朋友的身分,但也很满足了。其实,我真的很想很想可以再次跟你在一起,但现在,这一切都不可能了。为什么快乐的时间总是那么短暂?为什么每次快要到最开心的时候,就要有事情发生?

刚才,在信息里被你逼了后,我把事情告诉了你。但我后悔了,要是我没说,我们也许还可以像之前那样开开心心地信息,不会搞到像现在这样,没了话题。是不是因为告诉了你原本在你生日当天想对你说的,让你不敢再多说呢?还是什么原因?我真的不应该把一切告诉你,我做错了。那现在,我还可以做些什么?我只是希望看到的,每天都开开心心的你。

今晚又睡不着了,一方面在准备着明天的东西,一方面在想着,还应不应该联络你。我不想任何人因为这件事而担心和不开心,尤其是你。明天,我还能不能像往常那样,醒来后,跟你说声早安呢?

我不懂你有没有看我的部落格,但真的希望你可以看到,所以今天特地用中文来写。


Love you & Miss you  <3

Monday, December 5, 2011

Nothing Gonna Change My Love For You

In this few weeks, I'd stop updating my blog because lots of rumors spreading around and ruined my mood. But, when I think back again, why should I care about that. I live for myself, not others. Why should I care about what others are thinking of me? I know what I'm doing and as long as I think it's right. The most important thing is, I enjoy my life in this way.

Okay, back to the topic. I'd really spent a great time with HIM in this few weeks. Although every time when we want to meet, I have to travel for a very long distance, but I think this is worth it. Whenever I feel so down, but when I saw you, you energize me up. There's really no others can make me feel so. You are so special. No one can replace your position in me. Even though we are friends now, but I feel comfortable with it. What I wish for, is just what we are having now. Nothing more I hope other than to make you happy. Your special day is around the corner, hope that I could give you a surprise on your special day.

Other than this, my team (JiaRuey, Daxter, SueMin, Kelvin and me) will be participating in the Digi Challenge For Change competition on the coming Sunday. Meetings and preparations had been gone through for the past few days. Everyone is trying their best to prepare and practice for the competition. And of course the one who we should thank the most is our advisor, Mr. Lee. Without him, I think we would have been in a big trouble in preparing for the competition. Good Luck and All The Best to my team. We can do it~!


Love you & Miss you  <3